Friday, January 8, 2010

faults i've found

I don't remember birthdays. I can be gullible. I have a facial expression that, when you see it, says, "I think you are a moron." I don't know exactly what it is, because I've never seen it. Honestly, I'm not usually thinking that when people think I'm thinking it.

I don't share what I'm thinking with most people. People don't know when I dislike them. Useful skill. But many don't know when I like them either, or how much I need them when I do.

I need help when I act the most stubbornly independent, because that's when I'm the most afraid I can't figure something out. I act the most mysterious when I most want to be understood. I'm pretty sure this has lost me several friends. I'm guessing it has lost me more than that.

I don't know how to fix it.

--Laura

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